Sitting at Barnes and Noble trying to create a website that can be my portfolio to send to people to show my work so that I might be able to get some work. I need to more proactively search for a job, or some type of sponsorship so that I can make the art that I want to.

Its really nice to just sit around in Barnes and Noble and work on my computer while people watching. Sometimes I wish I drew, that way I could draw the people I saw. Its too weird to whip out a camera in the middle of the store while I've been working. This just makes me realize more that I would really like to be studying people as a part of my work one day. Their style, their presence, their relations.

I have been comtemplating my life, what I have done with it and what I intend to do with it. I question whether I did the right thing at Colgate. Althouhg it is in the past and can not be changed I do sometimes wonder. Maybe I should have been more involved, tried to get that SOAN minor. The wonderful thing about life is that there is still time to learn. Dad and I were talking the other day about taking more classes. Classes to help me specialize in things. The more I think about it, I would to take more Photography classes and possibly sociology courses, and of course i would love to become fluent in one or more additional languages.